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Post by Kate on Oct 9, 2005 20:12:05 GMT -5
i will be the first to admit i was a lousy mom. i was a much better dad when it came to making the money and fixing things but sometimes i wished i had given up the money from the beginning and spent all my time with my babies. they are small only once and only for a very short time. i dreamed i saw them last night as babies again and we were all very happy together. one thing i hope my kids learned when they were little is to love. i know they love each other dearly now but they had their battles growing up. it was a pleasant dream last night seeing my kids so small loving each other so much. i usually do not dream of my family or anything else for that matter. these last dreams are very strange to me but eventually i will understand. peace.
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Post by Ray on Oct 11, 2005 21:25:42 GMT -5
i will be the first to admit i was a lousy mom. i was a much better dad when it came to making the money and fixing things but sometimes i wished i had given up the money from the beginning and spent all my time with my babies. they are small only once and only for a very short time. i dreamed i saw them last night as babies again and we were all very happy together. one thing i hope my kids learned when they were little is to love. i know they love each other dearly now but they had their battles growing up. it was a pleasant dream last night seeing my kids so small loving each other so much. i usually do not dream of my family or anything else for that matter. these last dreams are very strange to me but eventually i will understand. peace. Kate, I was there when you were raising your children and you were a fine mother. Given the hand you were delt, what do you expect. It's Satan that wants you to feel that everyone around you has it better and a perfect life. This throws you off the mission to love and obey God. Again we have to make a choice. There is no God and all this is pointless. Or the Bible is truth and there is a spiritual war between God and Satan. The bible is God's words and he loves you. It appears that he has placed a mission on you that is so heavy that it's confusing you a little. Why are you having these dreams. If he wants you to tell the world, why are they so hateful when you tell them? Kate, enjoy your time while you are here. God loves you and I love you. Go outside and watch the sunset. Play with your dogs. Pick up the bible and read a few verses. Ray |
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Post by Kate on Oct 11, 2005 23:55:13 GMT -5
hi ray, i am not confused. my dreams tell me things we do not see until they happen. this dream is telling me that God gave me 3 blessings and though they fought as children if they did not get the attention they wanted they love each other. the fighting as children was their way of telling me that i was not giving them the type of stimulation in their brain they wanted. they saw me working all the time and when i came home and worked on the house they felt neglected even when they got an extra bathroom to use. the time it took me to put it in cost them time away from me after work and school. and even worse it took time from me spending time with them. their childhood. it only happens once. a home lived in is better than a house fixed to perfection. if foresite came with hindsite. but we can not change the past and my kids love each other and me very much. and not just the family but they can love the world. something they did learn. i know they love me and they tell me all the time i was the best i could have been.and after having to watch their mom have all these dreams and watch the world react like it did had its toll also. the world taught m kids that no matter who i go to or what i say a woman will not be listened to nor will she be believed. i have always told my children all of my dreams and they have watched me tell the world. they have never seen the world respond except when the secret service came after i told the president of Gods message. what we do is seen and is sometimes a lesson in life for others. i love you too ray. kate
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