Post by kate on Jun 8, 2011 3:54:38 GMT -5
i am still having dreams of death. i dreamed i thought someone very close to me killed himself. these are the most trying dreams. and like all of my dreams ones i truly want to prevent. i have been sick over this dream for a few days now. what does one do when they are in that much pain in their heart? only 1 thing, turn to God for help. and believe i am praying every day. but someone thinking of killing onesself does not think clearly only of the pain and stopping it. but the pain is only temporary. it subsides and when it is gone thinking is much clearer and anything, any situation can be changed. made even better.life is about pain. it is about ups and downs and trying to get through. so many have it so much worse. we can change lives if we try.